this week, was insanely crazy. i hated it;i loved it; i wanted it to be over before it even started. it started out with bad news that made me go nuts inside my head but then as heartless as i am, i didnt give a shit the next day. a part of me is glad that i dont linger on things and hold on to them as long as i used too, but it does make me feel heartless most the time which isnt great either right? well, that news was shit. and my week went by slow, i guess i told everyone i didnt give a shit but for some reaosn, i didnt really let it go. why? cause it gave me a reason to live for. but now its whatever? thursday, went to a football game and sat at lollicup with kayla for like two hours just talking about stuff, karma bit me in the ass today and cancelled my planns but thats okey? cause 'i dont care' hah, jessica took me out tonight for dinner we got to know eachother on a higher level which is neat. talking to her is fun. school today wasnt that bad either, at lease his ass didnt ignore me today which obviously made me smile but that didnt last long lol, great.
this weekend sounds like its going to be a busy one. because,
tomorrow i have to go to choir practice at like 2 and then i have to leave and come home so i can go to a meeting around 5ish, and then i have to go to church at 6ish and apparently were singing a song in church this week which is nerve wracking. after church were supposed to go out for chi tien and minnas bday, some kinda dinner thing i guess? im going to be way tired tomorrow. and then on sunday i need to finish my psychology crap online and my project. D: physics homework and pre cal homework. ehh.!
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