workout.

just got home from the worst workout ever.! i was so lazy today its upsetting. DDD: ! my brother and i both took our cars instead of just driving one. cause hes just stupid like that hahaha. and then on the way home he was racing me D: i could have driven faster but i dont have my license and i was afraid we were gunna get pulled over by cops LOL soo oh well! sooon ill smokee his little car >:D aside from that, things are going alright. not great but theres one thing thats keeping me going! and hopefully at the end of this month ill be able to see him finally <3. schools fine hopefully i have all good grades right now im kind of nervous sigh!

day one.!

i dont feel amazing.! but i know i will one day (:
school today was alright. it was pretty cold this morning. which means its startinggg to become fall and following that it will be winter ! <3 october is almost here which means my license is almost here [: one more month (8 . octobers kaylas favorite month because she loves halloween! so im pretty excited to see what were going to do this year.! ahahaha. ill have my license by then! unless i fail ! which will make me sad. like no joke :pppp
soo after school. i watched tv. and decided to browse the web for clothes and shoes that i wanted. lool i think theses are way cute. [: toms all the way<3

i miss you.

today was like any other day. even tho i was like way tired this morning.
yesterday i took a nap after school from like 3 to 7 and then fell asleep at like 12am. woke up this morning hella tired. which was totally gay. first period went by slow as usual. but second period was faster then it usually is.! which was amazing. physics class was same as usual, confusing! at lease me and eddy finished our lab today. i think we were talking about something today but i totally forgot.. lol! [i just remembered! right when i finished..lol! :D eddy got his damnss licensesss todaay which means hes taking me out to lunch erryday and were gunna get fatt together! lOl! 8DDD gratsss eddy <3 ] uhm anywho.! art was alright. i finished my art project i dont like how it turned out but i turned it in anyway. for once i accually got my pre cal homework so instead of looking at the answers i just did them all in art class haha. lunch was hott. D: blah but i went to christian club with shaheed. and then after lunch was math, i asked pasha to help me with my physics cause i didnt get it and i have him in that class but he was like " no your a bitch" which is cool haha kidding after he said that he did help me but hes not a very good teacher cause i had no fucking clue what he was telling me which isnt great. ieve been pretty fed up with this week. i want the weekend to come and never end.








i need someone to put a smile on my face.

downhill

so things havent gone as well as they usually go. its not bad to the point where its made me accually completely sad. sometimes i wonder why my dad cant change for me. and sometimes i wonder why he cant just learn to love someone the way we all love him. i find myself growing up and each day getting more and more heartless. will i turn out like him one day?
now hes gone, and so is my mom. a time in my life where i feel like i need my parents around they are no where to be found. urggh.
schools getting harder. or maybe its just because im starting to slack off. i know i cant though so i need to step my game up. lol. i need tutors and i need my license. i think school would be so much easier if i could transport myself wherever i need too.

catching uppp

so i havent been updating lately which isnt great. cause alot has been going on! :DDDDD soo last saturday my lovees and i celebrated chi tien and minnas birthday at BJs it was really fun cause then after that we went to nicks house to watch fightingg.! :DDD here are some photos.!


it was really fun, ahhaa it was like a haddd to be there event :DDDD andd i guess this week has been going pretty well ! CIA was fun jen has photos of us on the sofa! which was cutee. :DDD and todayy thomas hao minna and i went to brea mall to hang out! thomas was trying to look for cute shoes but that didnt turn out to well haha and we kinda just walked around trying to take pictures in different places which was interestinggg, then after brea we went to BJs to get a pazookee.! and here is a photo of us at normstroms ahaha.

stupidd;

this week, was insanely crazy. i hated it;i loved it; i wanted it to be over before it even started. it started out with bad news that made me go nuts inside my head but then as heartless as i am, i didnt give a shit the next day. a part of me is glad that i dont linger on things and hold on to them as long as i used too, but it does make me feel heartless most the time which isnt great either right? well, that news was shit. and my week went by slow, i guess i told everyone i didnt give a shit but for some reaosn, i didnt really let it go. why? cause it gave me a reason to live for. but now its whatever? thursday, went to a football game and sat at lollicup with kayla for like two hours just talking about stuff, karma bit me in the ass today and cancelled my planns but thats okey? cause 'i dont care' hah, jessica took me out tonight for dinner we got to know eachother on a higher level which is neat. talking to her is fun. school today wasnt that bad either, at lease his ass didnt ignore me today which obviously made me smile but that didnt last long lol, great.
this weekend sounds like its going to be a busy one. because,
tomorrow i have to go to choir practice at like 2 and then i have to leave and come home so i can go to a meeting around 5ish, and then i have to go to church at 6ish and apparently were singing a song in church this week which is nerve wracking. after church were supposed to go out for chi tien and minnas bday, some kinda dinner thing i guess? im going to be way tired tomorrow. and then on sunday i need to finish my psychology crap online and my project. D: physics homework and pre cal homework. ehh.!

today is my birthday :D

even tho it didnt go the way i wanted it too. it was still a pretty good birthday.! :DDDD first off, eileen came over in the morning to give me a present which was totally sweet! she also woke me up from my sleep ahahaha. buht i love her birthday card i think its the prettiest thing i have ever laid eyes on ! :D
i fell alseep during the day aha whooo, then i woke up to go to the resturant to go eat with my family! which was neat ahahaha i saw brian vuong there ! which is nice cause i havent seen him in a while ! hahahaha. we said hi and then started texting even tho we were like a table away from eachother . ahahaha hes funny we textd like all night. when i got home! i was talking to thomas cause he was supposed to bring me boba. ! lool but yeah he came over to my house with hao and calvin and hao pretended that he was pregnant with my birthday present which was wierd. LOL! :D buht it was a cute present ! thanks a bunch.! we started to play with the air soft gunn and i was prtending that i was going to shoot him and he was being a baby about it! GAY hahahaha. [: then later minh thai came over with chi tien! <3 which was sweet hahaha. and we all just hungg out like we always do! loool. we all went into peters room and started planing next week for chi tien and minnas birthday ! lool. i loveee them ! [: and tonight was bombin' ;D
ill try to get photos up soooon ahaha.

beeday weekend.

so yesterday was friday ahaha, and it was funn! cause after schoool my brother and i went to lollicup ahah jacqueline was there and yeaah , it was sivams bday so i got to see him and give him ballooons and i saw martin and hao as well at elmo. ! hahaha. umm, kayla came over to my house and brought a whole bunch of stuff.! cupcakes foood drinkss! hello kitty CUPS&NAPKINS<33 how cute! i love them hahaha. and she brought me a present too ! i love her to death she always goes all out.! and her mom does too hahaha <3 we like ate and hung out at my house, we were going to go to the movise but instead we went to main place which was fun i guess? ahaha some guys at the tmobile place was like hitting on kayla LOL [: then we were all talking to them and stuff it was accually pretty funny. [: i was going to buy my brother the shoes he wanted for his bday but they didnt have his size so they can go eff themselves? xD ! umm.! im really hungry right now LOL x] buht todays saturdaaay! and my moms friend is coming over for the weekend so yeah! [: bday is on monday! :D <3

yesterday.

yesterday was jonnys birthday [: i never said happy birthday rawrh ]: hahaha.! i forgot to say it even tho i was thinking it all day.! sorry! haha. this week is also, ritters, sams, sivams, and my birthday! [: stellar. ahaha. ritters is the 3rd, sivams is the 4th, sams the 6th, mines the 7th.! if only someone was on the 5th hahaha <3
sooo. art class is now officially boring because ian had to transfer out.! which totally stinks i guess [: umm.! schools same olee issh i guess its hott and its lame i hate this weather cause it makes me feel way sick so thats not cool. ]: on top of that it rained today for like 5 minutes?! and apparently it only rained around villa park high? because my car was at home and it didnt look like it rained at all on it, buht my bros car is so dirty now hahaha yuck. [: lets see. umm nothing much has happened, my dad came back here from vietnam for about 3 weeks so wooh. and my birthday is coming up soon.! 3day weekend im excited even tho its only tuesday.! i wish this weeek went by faster.! ]:

chuckie cheese?

soo, last night i didnt blogg because i wasnt near a computer and i kinda didnt really want too? lol. umm buht! this is what went down yesterday :
soo, i woke up and stuff, and then went to the mall with my brother and saw shaheed there. we were just hanging out walking around i guess wooh. lool and then we saw alondra there working! haha. after that my brother and i just went home and then we went to church, it felt kinda lonesome at church this saturday :[ haha buht non the less its church. after church kenny apparently asked me to sing in his praise band? legit? shure. hahaha and then after that we went to my grandpas house to see how hes been doing<3 and we drove home calvin hao and martin came over and we watched the last house on the left.! it was hella sad and discusting it made me like blahhh.! after the movie the boys stayed over at my house till like 1 i think. haha so late. D: an d they were just talking about non sense. :ppp after they left we prayed and i went to bed, i was texting hao but i fell asleep on him my bad aha. this morning my mom woke me up and asked me if i wanted to do anything today. apparently we were going to go eat crawfish buht i dunno we'll see. hahaa, then she just stoood in my rooom thinking about what we should do today, and she was like "wanna go to chuckie cheese?" LOL i almost fell out of my bed laughingg. ahahaha. but she obviously was joking aroundd. xD so yeah the day hasnt ended yet buht we'll see what happens and what i do today xD <3

FRYday. :D

loool. soo today was friday even tho it didnt really feel like one! hahaha. first off, i had to wake up at 6 this morning due to my sister having to go to school early for leadership? D: so i woke up got ready and then me and her went to bagel me to get breakfast. after that i dropped her off at school and then drove back home to finish getting ready for schoool. eff my life we were totally late today LOL we left the house like 5 minutes before the bell rang. and we got to school when the late bell rang how perfect right?
i walked to first period which is history and i needed color pencils today but i didnt have em! then i couldnt find my paper when we were going over it. THEN i thought i forgot my glasses at home! cause i took em off in the morning, buht i forgot i left a pair in my bag. ! so after i found my glasses i didnt think it was going to be a bad day after that looool x]
second period is english, and i think its the wierdest class i have because huffman is wierd.! she spends like 20 minutes taking roll and stuff?! and then after we were supposed to do something on the internet today but her computer was being all wierd so she started yelling at it, the whole class time i just read my book ' a summer affair ' which is accually a pretty good book.! hahaha.
soo, after class was neutrition ! and i had to findd eileen cause she needed to finish my squirrel head LOL. wierd i know buht i couoldnt draw a squirrel head and i asked her to do it for me.! LOVE HER to DEATH :DDDDDDD hahhaha. umm. so after neutrition was physics.! x] and so i turned in my accuracy project i have a photo on my phone so if anyone wants to see my legit photo haller at me LOL x] physics was soo gay. we had a lab today and my group is apparently a group of me and 3 guys and they were all being effin fags. LOL okey maybe just jordan. cause he was giving me a hard time ! rawr. buht eddy helped me finish the lab in time before the bell rang NO THANKS TO JORDAN. :DDD so i gave him a hard time back and he called me a bitch. ! homo. :pppp
after third period i had fourth which is art. where more cussing occured.! i was texting in class while the teacher was talking to us about something i dont remember because while i was texting IAN was being a dick and he kept cussing at me about putting away my phone cause apparently I TEXT too loud!? hes a fagg. x] but when he cusses he sounds so serious so it hurt my feelings. sigh! DDD: aha. we were drawing like a fence today? yeahh cool right? well he finished like 20 mins before me like always and the teacher came to check on our papers. and ian kept telling him to make the class harder so i hit him. LOL im so bad at art D: then he periodically abused the living hell out of me by tourturing me with stabbing and shoving.! and he almost kicked my chair out of the way so id fall on my butt who the hell does that?! then he was like "pssh i woulda caught you" yeah right my ass. ducheebag.! hahaha. so that was basically third period.!
after class, me and him were walking to our lockers cause were in the same breeze way ? lol and jennifer comes down the stairs right at my lockerr and she does this wierd WEM sign thing!? loool so was just likee >.>' whatever bubb. <3 hahaha buht i love her duh.! soo, after lunch i had math and there was a quiz today where i wasnt even ready for! i was gunna study in art class but ian kept distracting me with his stupid cursing. ! aha. soo i feel like i did bad. which isnt good cause sigh! ugh! D:daishdipdaisda. i feel like dropping out of the class im stupid hahahaa.! ill just studdy next time more. :pp duh ahaha. what elsee.!!!
after schoool. went home saw tuk ! we talked for a bit and then my bro and i went home. and now im at home by myself my brothers out and so is my sister ! no one asked me to hangout tonight which makes me feel sad.. LOL x] oh well i didnt really tend on going anywhere anyway i like staying at home its too hot outside everytime i step out of a class rooom i get a headache from the sun D:

omgah!

first of all id like to state: for the person that goes to villa park highschool whos parents or themselves drive a damn ford windstar mint green mini van! go eff yourself. because you cant drive for shit.! thanks for almost effing crashing into my car today you no life homo. i hate you.

and now.

:D soo.! today was cool. i guess beside that thing that was said up there.! that really pissed the fuck out of me as you can see. ugh stupid mofos cant even drive for shit. ! rawrr. umm.first two periods always feel the longestt! loool. today in 3rd [physics] ahaha i found out eddy has a girl friend! wow.! hahahaha and then we were talking about how shah reminds us of jon vu. ahaha. after that was art. ! which is still a pointless class in my mind! LOL. but i guess its fun cause ian is in that class with me? accually no scratch that hes a dick face so it doesnt even matter. ! loool kidding he draws the things for me cause im such a horrible drawer D: then after thatt ther was lunchh and thenn math D: rawhhh.

sneezinggg.

sooo. im sneezing. D: which isnt great but okay! loool after school tday i couldnt post my blogg which was wierd it sayd i didnt have the right acc and password. pssh! hahahaha.
well i walked home today and then i did my psychology online thinggg and after that i went out to eat boiling crab with my brother and sister woo. how fun right? after that we got tasteas and then went to main place to go get job applications. ahhh, then we like went around and walked and stuff i guess? that was basically my day so yeah ! [:

physics labbb.

loool. soo today was like any other day? D: history is always a bore. today in english all we got to was brain storming about what passion means? wow right? lol huffman kept getting distracted ahaha. physics was a disasterrr lool so i have eddie, cody, and jordan in my lab group woo. haha and we did some lab today and i think we did it all wrongg starting with me not knowing what measurements are on each side of a ruler D: im retarded sigh! loool, and then jordan kept assuming i took his pen because my pen cap was bitten wth? most people get bored and bite thier pens right? D: haha and then later cody found his on the floor and his cap was biten flat like a tire ran over it so i was like wtheck how can you think that i stole your pen if my pen looks nothing like yours retardd.. haha. im starting to like my physics class tho cause its not that bad with my lab group and the table i sit at haha. so art, i feeel like its a pointless class LOL. only because like we dont really learn anything. yesterday i drew an elephant and today i drew a box. i dont think my drawing is getting any better but ian transfered into my class wooh. even tho we dont ever talk and its kinda akward LOL its still okay, if he doesnt transfer out we'll probably be bffss.!<3 hahahaha so kidding. umm.! having pre cal as the last class of the day is always fun? lol. apparently sam swallowed a lollipop was it?! and he had to go to the health office ahaha cause he felt like he was dying which was funny because later a lady came in and had a call slip for him and ms chen was like, "oh hes in the health office because he swallowed...nevermind" and we all started cracking up and after the lady left ms. chen was like "that was akwardd! now shes really wondering what i was going to say!" hahaha. and then yada yada yada, came home and stuff you know haha. thats pretty much how my day went down i have a whole bunch of homework now so i guess ill go do that :D

onlineclass.

soo my online class is really taking up alot of my time apparently ! D: so much to know and stuff its like bananas. ! >.< loool buht i accually like this busy work for some reason it just keeps me up beat and it makes me not think about outside problems i have. which is always nice i guess. i went to meet my teacher for my online class mrs. creath? is that how you spell it? lol dam! x] buht yeah shes really sweet. and now i know who to call when i need help cause i saw the other people that were taking the classs as well. so im going to bounce and finish up my autobiography.! and then head to the shower and go to bed. tomorrows a new day hopefully its better then today.

lool. i just found out me and paul are taking psychology online together with the same teacher and errythangg. [: which is outrageously interesting! hahaha.

the girl next door.

As we walk around the hallways of Villa Park we see people we’ve never spoken to. There are stories that have to be told. Secrets that are bottled up inside. She is just your average and typical Honor student, trying to get by without letting the world know what she’s all about. The end of her freshman year it all began, in Mrs. Hunt’s classroom. Breast cancer was a big topic for the week. Mrs. Hunt explained how girls could check if they have it, because its never too early to be cautious. Mindy Nguyen began checking. She felt a firm ball of tissue in her left breast. She was so alone. Her mother was away in Vietnam with no way of communication. She didn’t know what to do. Lost in a case of silence, all she could do was weep alone. She didn’t know what to do. Awaiting her mother’s arrival was her only choice. Her mother finally came home. Mindy’s remarkable journey then began.

As Mindy scheduled an appointment with her doctor, the suspense was killing her. She then walked into the room where her future awaited her. Questions raced through her mind. Will I live? What would happen if I did have something wrong with me? Her doctor then told her the bad news. Yet, he said she could either get it removed or wait for 6 months to see if it was cancerous. Mindy said, “I’d rather die than get surgery.” This was a point in her life that could determine her existence on earth for much longer. As she began this 6-month trial, she prayed for a miracle. The one thing that was on her mind 24/7 was what was going to happen.

The week of spring break of her sophomore year came. Mindy was told it did not get larger but it was about an inch in diameter. It was a tumor. He said it needed to be removed as soon as possible before anything worse could happen. Mindy wanted to die at that moment. She felt like she deserved another option. She begged for anything, anything to change the fact that she needed surgery. As she cried to the very few that knew about her secret, she didn’t know if she would make it out alive. There was a chance of her not surviving. Mindy then went into the surgery room and discovered something more. Her faith was so much greater than any pain. As afraid as she may have been, she truly knew that whatever happened was for a reason.

She has recovered remarkably. She does everything a normal teenage girl does. We would not know that anything was wrong with her unless we knew her and developed a deep connection. Any situation could happen to anyone at Villa Park High School, even outside school such as this. Everyone has a story, whether it may be physical or emotional. There are many of us who wear the scars on our sleeves. So just remember, asking a simple are you okay? Or how are you feeling today? Could make a difference. Showing that you care could randomly turn into a life changing experience such as Mindy who now is even stronger after the biggest struggle of her life came crashing down.

loool. so today was a normal day at school. i never thought that being at school would accually make me feel better about things. lool. umm it was a normal day first day of art today lool. we had to draw things and i guess it was fun it feels like a free periodd which is like yay hahah x] buht something that i wanted to post was this piece written by jennifer shaheed for her year book class. obviously this is about me and i just recieved it through an email. im not sure if she wanted me to post this up but its pretty interesting to read even tho i was reading about myself. haha. im not sure why its titled the girl next door but at the same time when i think about it, its a catchy title and i get her message that shes trying to get her viewers to know. ;D now off to homeworkk.

angry.

i guess that today was pretty okay. the beach was cool and like whatever but just thoughts of a whole bunch of stuff made it seem like a really bad day to me. and i think it started when i saw peter dinh at the beach. blahh, today just wasnt my day and now im going to bed, i have school tomorrow. hopefully i can get myself to fall asleep. we'll see.

first day of school.

soo today wasnt soo bad i guess? lool. got to school and there was traffic ewie D:
umm picked up my schedule and was late going to first ehh! hahaha i had history where i knew a bunch of people, my boob<3 lool. i havent had a class with her like ever?! [; and then second period was english ew.! i hate having history and english next to eachother :SS patricia is in that class with me but shes a dammmn bulley that dumb jerk ass hahaha. shes going to kill me if she ever reads this x] umm i also have third period with patricia which was physics, diana is in that class as well! which is great lol. cause i didnt have a class with her last year rahh. lol. umm, french 2 was fourth period! buht i think im going to dropp that class since i dont need it cause i took 3 years of japanese. because all the kids in that class are ehh, freshmen and sophmores.! lol and i only know some people that took it with me last year && as for the rest they were like nerddy blah! lunchh time lol finally saw jennifer after the whole summer of not hanging out due to her gay ass schedule. hahaha.! umm. thenn went to pre cal with chen loool. nancys in that class with me, so omgsh i havent had a class with her like ever.! alot of asians are in that period with me D: so hopefully im not the stupidest one there ! hahaha. andd i have no sixxth period which is great, ! so i hungg out with jennifer after fifthh, andd ian; andy; devin? or something with a 'D' LOL buht i forgot wow =.= my bad! hahahaha. apparently were all going to hook eachother up when we all get jobs? lol. great convo i guesss? haha. and yeahh my cars currently going to be fixed which is nice but my mom has been really grouchy lately and im not diggin it. shes getting all cold hearted or something :p i hope that she goes back to the way she used to be. but that was my first day of school; hopefully tomorrow will be as fun cause tomorrow is my brothers birthday! and the boys are going out for lunch for his bday loools. && thers a dance tomorrow but i dont know if imma go :pp we'll see.! <3

thatvuman:Hey pooks
lool . so when i got home i blogged, and then took a napp till about 6ishh? haha then woke up and then talked to my ex. jonn lool just to see how hes been since he moved.! && talking to him is always an adventure on its own. fagggot. LOL ;D

schoool tomorrow?! D:

soo, im just going to recap on my day today cause i have to go to bed for school tomorrow! ewwhiee hahaha! :DDDD

1. got woken up from a phone call today ! it wasnt great because i was hella tired !
2. went to the beach with the boys and my sister! :] funnn funnn haha.
3. on the way to the beach my brother got a speeding ticket! where he had to roll down my side window and now my window is effed up so i need to get it fixxed D:
4. while we got pulled over, i told hao that i got pulled over and i was in the po' car on my way to the station LOL which was pretty funny but they obviously didnt believe me.
5. at the beach we went into the water it was cold as issh! D: buht it was still fun! i steped in a little tar which is hella gross. D: and i think something scratched my finger.
6. when we arrived at the beach, hao and minh thai pretended like they accually beleived me and was sayingg that 'they worried for me and prayedd for me' LOL loserrs <3 but you gotta love em.!
7. hao got butt sand all in my face which is discustingg.!
8. we left the beach and all went to carls ahaha like we always do ! D: were fatt!
9. after that we left! and went homeee... boohoo.! and noww im off to bed for school tomorrow which isnt fun ! ]:

summers over.! schools beginning! haller at me on the weekends? until i get my license that is ;D much love! sorry the numbering was probably out of order. i just named things off the top of my head.! hahaha. <3

bowling.!

today was loool alright! xD went bowling with the peopless [; hahaha we went down to fountain valley bowling alley [ minh thai; chi tien; calvin; martin; hao; minna; peter; and i ] and we were there from like 9-12 ? ;D we were bowling and i FINALLY can spinn the ball which is amazingly amazing <333 it made me so happy haha but it hurt my arm! D: hahaha. i also tanned out in the front with my sister today which was funn haahah i guess? x] buht not mucchh after bowling we all went to carls and we hung out in the parking lot wow were so coool. haha talking about the craziest issh ever D: hahahaha ! and then scary stories and hao tried to scare me i hate chu.! hahahaha . and then we were on our way home! and on tha freeway i was driving and we were like racingg! vroooom hahaha buht i won ;DDD and that was practically my daY! tomorrow i think were heading to the beach again just the the hell of it SCHOOL STARTS sooon! D: so im kinda bummmed the summer went by soo fast! hahaha but the funn isnt gunna stop! <3 love my lovesss. !

zombieee. :D

so today was funn.! minh thai, calvin, hao, chi tien, minna, peter, nick, kayla and i went to the beachh at likee 2 ish? and we were boogieboarding and having funn until like 5ish or somethign and we all went home to wash up and stuff before bowlinggg! [: ummm we called up jonny and paul to go too and so we were bowling at concourse in anihiem areaa. haha i won the first round with 121 and my brother won the second round with like 155? D: bowling is in our bloood LOL. kiddinggg heres a photo tho! hahaha arent
















we cutee !!! bowling was fun the whole day was funn we also went to paulines house which is thomas's friendd and yeaah he drove my bwm for a bitt haha and we went home and dropped paul then jonny off. after that! we were driving out of the gate and stupid hao ran up to my window and banged it and i totally got scared D: haw haw. hes a jerkass LOL. stupid 'zombie' ahaha. but in the end i love these guys! they made my summer amazing <3

norms.

sooo. after church my family went to go visit my grandpa cause hes sick D: and he gave us 100 dollars to go out and eat lool. peter went to pauls house with the boys so me and my sister went to go eat norms. it was pretty fun i guess haha we just ate and talked about stuff ? looool pretty boring day tho!

frownns.

today i didnt do much at all. D: i had to go to church today lool viverz was there so we sat together and i saw hieu hoa. i havent seen him at church in ages. ;ppp so yeah after churchh my family came over and hhung out i guess x] and later my brother sister and i went to go get cold stone <3 yum. after that we just went home. later annie told minna to go to her house and marie wanted me to cut her hair, so i went over there with my sister, cut annie&maries hair. i found out her bonfiree was canceled.! D: so now alot of people are bummed that we wont be going to the beachh tomorrow night. thanks to josh and his foootball game hahahaa. :ppp

sixxflaggs_virgin.

so last night i didnt blogg cause i was totally wiped out and dead soo this is what went down yesterday :D. wokeup at 745 and got ready to go to 6flags and then we drove up to minh thai's house to meet up with everyone. We got there at the same time Derek,Calvin, and Hao got there so we were just standing outside hanging out while the boys rode their fixies. Lol first massive fall, Jonny hahaha he fell right infront of us and started bleeding at his elbow&knee. lool after that my brother took his bike and started to try and do tricks and he fell he accually flipped over the bike and something crazy happened but he wasnt bleeding anywhere. haha there goes jonnys bike xD i forgot something at home so my sister and i drove back home to get it cause we were waiting on thomas and pauline. and i made it there before they even got there haha. so then we were off to banh mi cali to get food and stuff andd after that we were off to 6flags. D: the first ride we went on was like tastsu? or something. and nick was like trippin me out and made me hella scared but i guess it wasnt that bad? so like through out the day we went on rides and stuff i dont remember the names of themm all, but we went on a water raft ride? and i felt like i was the one that got soakedd the most. DD: hahaha. then nick and i were sitting down and 'the riddler' came over to us and nick said hi haha, the riddler saw his bracelet and read it which said 'nicklovespussy' aha then he walked away. the last ride we went on was x2 lol and we had to wait for nick and thomas because they deicded to go on it later with out us and so pauline told us riddles and blah blah blah x] calvin figured out the firstt riddle, after there was another riddle buht jonny and i already knew that one so it was funny seeing the guys tripp out about it. after that we just went home, we all went back to minh thais house but my brother sister and i decided to just leave cause we were tired and thaat ! was my day yestday. ! not bad for my first time at 6flags hahaha <3 love you guys that went! [:

boyss boyss boyss.

today was sorta fun in its own way LOL. hahaha. so registration was a BUST. then i went to take a nappp cause i was totally wiped out. after i woke up kayla my sister and i went to lollicup hahaha. and we sat around drinking boba x] after a while i saw andrew walk in and he ordered a drink and sat with us and we caught up! lool talking about swallowing or chewing boba with his perverted mind. :DD then we decided were going to TA bible together this yearr <3 awsomees :D now i have a partner to TA with hahaha. we were talking about CIA and the bonfire were going to go to this weekend loool and then eddie&juan came in too!! i havent seen them in like two years because they graduated longgg ago hahaha. i miss japanese class now.! but it was nice seeing them as well it was accually pretty interesting because i always see eddie at the randomest places.! but its always lovely seeing him hahaha. and then the two boys left ]: which was sad but i talked to them a bit outside and then jonny called me and eddie was being lamee-ass and acting like i was talking to my boyfriend. hahah. soo affter they left i went back inside and told andrew to go to CIA taconight with me ! and so he said okey and he went home to showerr. i went home and told my bro about it and left to go pick up alondra with kayla. we went over to the church woooh and i parked next to jonny because i saw his car hahah andd laterr andrew came and he parked next to my car! lool and peter came and parked next to andrews car so we had all our cars aligned :D too bad i didnt take a photo. haha Taco Night was funn we all ate and then played handball which me and andrew phailed at in the beginning and then he got really good so was jonny peter and cindyy was reallyy good too. i stinkd i cant play in jeans D: so i sat down after a while of losing hhaha. then we all went inside to talk i guess and then we all ended up leavingggg so me and kayla ran to the car first cause i wanted to be the first one out! LOL it was funny how all our cars were parked next to eachother tho. (: and now im goingg outt with my lovesss.!

registration.

so registration kinda took longer then i wanted and i still need my brother to get me a parking permit, since i cant get one cause i dont have my license :p hahaha. me and kayla went there pretty early and there was already a line, lamee right? apparently on my schedule card i have a new counselor which is buggin me cause i want my old one so i have to see about that. and i dont have my zero period so i have periods 1-5 and i go home how gay is that? :p i wanted 0-4 so i could leave during lunch time but eff it. only taking two honors this year (: lol i brought it down so much compaired to last year and the year before. but whatever i dont wanna stress out about a whole bunch of projects so im fine with the honors i have haha [: and french 2 will be easy hopefully. && psychology online i heard was a piece of cake. so this year should be an easy low - stress year <3 which is great cause ill probably be able to get a job.!

all-nighters.

im accually really tired of these all nighters i keep having its totally not good for my health. hahaha. [: i have registration tomorrow at 7am. and its 530 right now.im supposed to go pick up a friend at 630 and were suppose to head to registration together omgah.! D: im going to fall asleep behind the wheel and kill us LOL scary x] anywho. today or yesterday was any other day. buht i had a CIA meeting which was alright i guess haha, talking to the girls was fun. and seeing peter fall on his bikee. then taking alondra home jon got in my way and i tried running him over with my car. LOL well not really thats kinda mean hahaha. but he kept getting in my way so i honked my horn. haha. hes such a dork sometimess. and then my brother and i went bikingg at night . it was pretty cold! :pp buht yeah my legs got tiredd D: gah! haha.

capo.

=pp this morning i was woken up by my grandma and i have no idea why. i was so tireddd so it made me grumpy. later on in the afternoon i drove around getting some things i needed and i finally got my capo! for my guitar, ieve been laggin about it but i finally went out to buy it. later on today i have a CIA meeting, hopefully it will go well :p i think were going to start planning for our retreats this week which will be fun.

hellokitty keychain. [:

today waasnt so bad [: woke up in the morningg and went to westminster to go see people play volleyball. my church lost but i didnt really go to see them anyway. (: westminster did good, go dinh ;p haha && my uncles team was good they won! so we went out and celebrated by eating pho. loool. and me and annie were blowing balloons up in the resturant for my cousins and she was going crazy ;p haha. after we went back home and peter and jonny went to calvin&hao's house and my mom was out so us girls were left at home oh yeah! on the way home we dropped annie off and she called while we were on our way home and said no one was home so we had to go back and pick her up again hahaha. so while we were at home i cut annie's hair and then i drove us to the mall to go shopping. i got this cute skirt for tntt haha which was amazing. and i bought a shirt for my mom. before i left the mall i bought a new lantern for my keyys which was of course hello kitty. its accually really cute, not like the tacky hello kitty things you see around. then we went to jamba juice for 'sos' i guess and annie made me dropp by starbuxx too. haha and then i drove home, now im really tired still kinda sad about my phone lol but its okey today was a good day. :D

PR1NCESS MAR1E N: YOU'RE GONNNA CUT MY HAIR FOR ME

people are accually letting me cut their hair now.! how excitingg [: <333 so farr ieve cut my sisters hair&annies. and now her sister wants me to cut her hair.! who next? :DDD

miiints (9:08:51 PM): have i told you i killed my phone yet?

yurm0mtuchme (9:09:50 PM): you killed your phone ? o.o

yurm0mtuchme (9:09:51 PM): howw ?

yurm0mtuchme (9:09:56 PM): did you stab it or somethingg?

yurm0mtuchme (9:09:58 PM): LOL

miiints (9:10:41 PM): FUNNY..

he thinks hes soooo funny. lool. x] today was funn.

late night phone calls.

well, having a bad day is always crappy but topping that day off with a phone conversation flipps that day around [: my phone is cracked completely and it looks horrible but the talk with andy last night was pretty funny. so i guess it turned my night around [: except for the fact he kept calling me a loser. and telling me that i was 'special' made me feel retarded looool. now its early in the morning and i was supposed to go somewhere right now but my car is currently stuck in between my grandpa's and my brother's. greatt! :pppp haha. oh well hopefully todays a good day P: ♥

rip.

today was the worst day of my life. i dropped my g1 and my screen completely cracked in two places. i have no idea how things could get worse for me. now for my birthday im going to have to repair my phone. eff my life.

errands.

today wasnt fun at all. i had to babysit my cousinss, and then i went out and did errands with my mom just to go home and have to go take my sister and her friend to the movies. i was already tired as it is and i just wanted to go home and sleep but all my cousins came over because apparently a priest was coming over to my house so i had to help cook and cut stuff. then after i was finally done my mom made me go give food to the neighbor so i did and i went home and sat on the sofa to watch tv with my cousins and five minutes later my uncle makes me go to his house and take care of his kids cause he has 3 kids and only his wife was at home. so his wife is the inlaw and i know that she hates me so it was even worse because i had to go to her house. urghh. i stayed ther for about an hour and finally some of her friends came by so i took that chance to go home and i did, someone was in my parking spot so i had to park like 4 houses down which irritated me. then i realized that i had to go get gas for my car so i went inside the house and everyone totally ignoring me like i wasnt even there and i got the creditcard and i left the house once again. this time tho, i didnt really wanna go home but none of my friends were picking up their phones, i love my friends. so i just went home parked the car and sat in there for a while. when i got home my cousins asked me to cut the cake for them so i felt like i wasnt gunna get a break tonight. i did that and then my uncle got mad at me for leaving his house cause he thought i left his wife there by herself. and i told him that her friends came over and he just walked away with a blank face, how great. after i cut the cake all the kids wanted some and so it was a dirty mess rahh.! so i went into the patio to talk to my friends on aim, martin and eileen to be exact. martin was trying really hard to make me smile which was funny. and eileen always makes me laugh so yeah. buht my cousin wanted to check her neopet?! and so i left the computer for a little bit and went into my room. and i fell asleep and woke up this morning not remembering what i did. i forgot to say bye to my friends on the computer and i just left it like that for my cousins to mess with, lool sigh. and freddy! he didnt take me to the fair. :p that faggish jerk. hahaha.

freddy.

i didnt do much today except sleep and stuff. :p i wokee up and i felt really sick cause i guess i have the flu or something. and my mom asked me to go pick up my sister so i did then i was feeling a bit dragged down so i drove to church just to pray i guess lol. then i drove home. a bit later my mom asked if i wanted to go with her down to westminster to pick up her mandalin or something like that haha. so i did and after we were done and got in the car freddy called me to ask about some asian guy that he met on a game. loool stupid freddy, apparently the asian guy lived in Orange County so freddy thought he knew me. or i was related to him cause we have the same last name. hahaha. so drivingg to bestt buys we were catching up because we barely talk anymore and he told me discusting crapp that i didnt need to know hahaha and told me he was going to come down and pick me up tomorrow to go to the OC fair haha he also told me to go buy some type of boxers because apparently they are the best boxers hes ever had or somethingg. lool fagg. we got to best buys and he told me he had to bouncec cause his 'wifeey' was hittin him up haha. at best buyss my mom bought herself a new laptop. lool [: i saw a laptop i wanted for my birthday. hahaha hopefully i get it? LOL we'll see. hahaha. after we left bestbuys we went to active to buy some clothes. and then we went home. the end haha.

yurm0mtuchme (7:57:21 PM): do you have a bad case of the sniffles ?

yurm0mtuchme (7:57:22 PM): LOL

haha. he makes me laugh.

keroppi.

so all nighterr and then i went to the fair. right off the bat i knew i was gunna get sickk ahaha. so first ride we went on, we got off and my head was out of control :pp but that didnt stopp us from going on practically every ride there. hahaha. [: then i got a frozen strawberry lemonade<3 aha.















lol and we played like two games. we won the first one and the second one we tried winning this keroppi doll. buht we got pwned by a white girl. ahaha. it looked like thisss photo! i took this on my phone lool so if anyone goes and happens to winn it [: id love you foreverr if you gave it to me.
hahaha. thenn we went on more rides but one hit the spot i forgot the name but i was ready to just throw up so i called my brother to come pick us up lool and we were on our way home and on the free way i guess some guy was being a racist ishh and he made his eyes all asianny or whatever. and so my sister flicked him off lol poor little boy or girl. hahaha. when i got home i completely crashed cause i was so tired. D:

the UGLYtruth.

:DDD soo today i went pretty much no where haha except for bowlingg. and i beat my brother in two games [: awsome-ness. hahaha. and then after that we went homee and decided to try and do an all nighter. ;p siggh! LOL. and then we watched the UGLYtruth which was really funny hahaha. [: i liked it. and now were all up playing addicting computer games trying to keep ourselves awake. which wont last much longer i dont think. im so tired =p its rediculous sigh! and tomorrow im supposed to go to the OC fair.~! omgshh. hahah im probably gunna be crankyy. D:

spray paint.

=D today i didnt really do much except for driving every where :pp i had to go pick up my sister from her camp thing. and then after that we went to best buy cause she wanted a webcam or something and then we went home. later i tried going out to buy some spray paint and i couldnt =.=' cause im not 18 which is so lame. hahaha so my brother and jonny went to buy it for me. which is nice [: then i went to go spray paint my locker over [; hahaha. and went homee and watched tv until my grandma told me to go buy her some bread so i had to drive to the store to get some :pp and that was pretty much my boring day hahaha. [:

my depression

today i woke up pretty late, but when i got up my mom asked me to go get a car wash for my car. and after i went to teresa's house for choir practice. after that i took my brother to church and eileen and i went to get gas for my car then we went to eat. [: yum. after that we went to church and i went home D:
when my brother got home he told me that someone egged my car which effin pissed me off cause i just waashed the dumb car today and so we tried looking for them and we found them they were 5 white kids or something fucking dumb kids they have no fucking life. they should go find something better to do. and now :p im going to bed

manual.

soo today! was pretty wierd, i woke up and i was kinda sad hahaha. umm and then i had choir practice i guess so i had to drive myself to kennys house. He had to live all the way in santa ana and i took streets only cause i dont have my license so it took forever. hahaha. um choir was fun i guess lots of laughss, and then i got homee and my brother wanted to go drive his carr. so we went to tasteas. (: yum and then he taught me how to drive a manual car. :pp

behind the wheel!

today was really boringg. :pp my drivers ed instructorr is totally boring! and to add to that i was driving at like 9am so i was tired :[ then i went home and i had to work for like 3 hours.! and my sister is being totally wierd with her discusting smelling plugs =.='
andd i just cut her hair [: and it looks nice to me, but apparently shes going to tell her friends
she cut it. that loser..

bowlinggg.

tonight was fun. loool. bowling was a blastt!
the highest score for me was 123 ! D: haha i almost beat my
bro D: wahtever tho, next time! hahaha.

cousinss.!

todayy is boringg D: hanging out with my little cousins and them making me play pokemon?
hahaha i need something to do ]: