September 22, 2009

downhill

so things havent gone as well as they usually go. its not bad to the point where its made me accually completely sad. sometimes i wonder why my dad cant change for me. and sometimes i wonder why he cant just learn to love someone the way we all love him. i find myself growing up and each day getting more and more heartless. will i turn out like him one day?
now hes gone, and so is my mom. a time in my life where i feel like i need my parents around they are no where to be found. urggh.
schools getting harder. or maybe its just because im starting to slack off. i know i cant though so i need to step my game up. lol. i need tutors and i need my license. i think school would be so much easier if i could transport myself wherever i need too.

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